Life Like This

When you dream... Of course, you will dream what can satisfy you and make you happy isn't it? Well... When life turn out to be different than you dream of... just dont get panic and keep your cool.. i guess, nothing else you can do other than that.. My life is totally a mess.. I think its a punishment or rather a test for me. I dont know. but one thing for sure, whatever will happen in the future, i hope i'll brace my self with all the courage and wisdom that i can get and stand up for the wave that will hit me... 

If this one, gonna be my shine.. (i hope so), then i wont leave him/her... i dont care.. im gonna make other accept it. its my trophy and my precious gift. i wont say it as a mistake or disappointment.. cuz he/she have the right to live also.. So, myself.. Be ready of the lvl up stage! be prepare!